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My name is ***, I’m 25 and I have a really big phallus. You are about to read about my experience living with a big one.
It all started when I was in first year of high school. I was invited to a sleep over with some friends, it was one of those nights where things get wild and you experiment. By the end of the night me and two other guys had been dared to measure our dicks and show them to the girls. It turned out that mine was much bigger than theirs, and as I later found out, bigger than the adult average. I had a seven inch dick and I was only 11 years old. The idea of it was so exciting. I never really thought of myself as being homosexual or anything, but even as a child I always liked the idea of having a big dick. I’m not sure where it came from, but I wanted a big one. Little did I know the universe was working its magic and it turned out I had a huge one. My size kind of got to my head and it sorta turned me into an exhibitionist. It just kept on getting bigger, which fuelled a lot of the risky thoughts and things I’ve done because of it. I gained more than an inch before high school was over. I spent summers showing off on the internet through my webcam in my basement to old pervs and I became obsessed with the attention, the power, the admiration and the feeling of control I got from wowing everyone who watched me play with my cock.
First, some statistics. The average hard penis is about 14 to 15.2 cm’s long and about 12.5 cm in circumference. This means that people who are 1 inch above or below (between 5 to 7 inches) are within the average range and should not expect any problems fucking due to their size. I’m about 6 inches soft 9 inches hard and 6.5 inches around at the thickest. This means that the vast majority of women will have zero experience in dealing with my size unless they are in the hardcore porn industry. That can translate as being a very good thing, or turn to an awkward situation.
Finding out that I had a huge cock was awesome; I discovered I could suck my own dick; I could rub my dick on my nose; jerking off with two hands still left me a lot of place. It felt so amazing to be ‘that big’. I spent more and more time gratifying myself by posting pics online, comparing myself to others, forming all kinds of sexual friendships with people online, some of whom became close friends. If I was alone and there was a mirror, you can bet you I was looking at my dick.
I also realized that my soft size was bigger than the average hard size, and that for that reason my dick was quite visible through my pants. I was bulging. I also found out that I loved comparing with other guys. Nothing gave me that rush of sexual superiority and power more than dwarfing someone else’s cock. It was fairly easy too, turns out gay guys love big dicks.
I made a couple of profiles on websites like Xtube and Tumblr and established a pretty big ‘fan base’. People from all over the world offered to worship me, offering me their wives and girlfriends, pussies and assholes, mouths and adoration. I was not used to the attention at first, it was overwhelming at times and kinda scared the shit out of me. I had other ambitions in life and I didn’t want my dick to get in the way, so to speak. In turn, I periodically disappeared from the internet, went into dick-rehab, and eventually relapsed. The gratification was too instantaneous, too good. Who wouldn’t love to hear hundreds of horny people tell you how much you made them cum just from looking at your pictures and videos? I knew that I loved it, and I’m still trying to find balance between wanting to show and be seen, and wanting to remain somewhat unknown throughout the process of showing off.
It wasn’t easy to hook up with girls. Sure, my reputation and even my bulge probably helped me get more girls than otherwise. Just as big dicks are not easy to come by, really deep vaginas aren’t all that common. I came to understand that having a huge dick is really fun and visually appealing, but they cause a lot of problems with sex. I’ve had my share of partners and experiences, and I can honestly say I’ve probably had less than 4 minutes of doggy style in my life. If I didn’t get turned down when they found out how big I was, the only option was missionary. Slow missionary, knees down. Anything else and I felt like I was hurting them.
Hurting girls because your dick is too big turned out to be a huge fetish of mine.





See the other entries in our confessions series :
- Confessions of a Tinderella
- Confessions of the Incarcerated
- Confessions of a Gay Escort
- Confessions of a Sugarbaby
- Confessions of a Craigslist Whore
- Confessions of a Cam Girl
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